Frustrations Turn Into Love

Over the past month i have become more and more frustrated when it comes to things i want to watch, buy or listen to but cant due to the fact that there all American or at lest they are release over there first.
i cant tell you how many times iv been dying to listen to a song while on the go and a its been stuck in my head and cant or scrolling through a social media site and been tempted to take at sneak peek at spoilers for a TV show. Its just so hard not to stumble across a post online of your favourite show these days, even if i try my hardest not to read a photos description or post or article,  i still have to see the latest picture of the show, it might not even give anything big away but your mind just runs with it, thinking of all the things that might of happened that season. I know what your all thinking, Why don't you just watch them online?. well i always feel like I'm missing out when i watch things online. It might just be me or my laptop but i like to watch my TV show on a big screen in a comfy chair and my laptop beside of me ready to share my excitement with someone about the latest episode (depending if they watch the same show.) Doing all that on my laptop just seem wrong, the pictures never as clear, i can never find the show that loads or it just load half way though (or not at all) and its just all to distracting for me. It would all just be so much easier if they released TV show and such all at the same time :). Happy World :D Happy Me

DVD Love <3
If you know me you'll know my one true favourite show/addiction right now and for always is Supernatural. omg lets just take a moment here. i don't think i can find the words to tell you how much i love that show.... its just god... <3 i just cant.
even thought I'm a massive fan of the show, i will have to admit i was a bit late catching up with the latest season. iv always been a fan of the show since it started in 2005 but being young then i was never able to keep up season after season.
I found it so very difficult to not fall in to temptation and look at spoiler or even just photos that would give stuff away about season i haven't seen yet, but now that I'm all caught up that's not a problem i can look at Jared and Jensen's pretty faces to my hearts content (I'm not wired i swear but come on now guys like you wouldn't look ;) ).

I have now how ever collected all 7 season on DVD and I'm now waiting to buy the 8th on DVD. which is looking like the 28th of October. To my heart break and frustration it pained me to see American having an earlier release date (cry in to a tub of ice cream).

Blood Sucking TV
Sticking with TV shows for now I'm looking forward to October not just for Supernatural on DVD and season 9 airs the same month but also its when the new seasons of Vampire Diaries and all new The Originals start. all being in America fist and UK still unknown. this frustrating me more because a friend watches it before i do and likes to rub it in (if your reading this buddy screw you meanie, but i loves ya :P).

Moving on to music
I can not wait to get my hands on the new Avril Lavigne and Mylie Cyrus albums. after seeing there videos of new singles "Rock n Roll" (Avril) and "Wrecking Ball" i am so so addicted an can not wait to have them on my iPod with the rest of there albums.

Rocking it Avril as always ;)

I think Miley looks hot and has real guts to strip to nothing. respect for any girl with confidence. 

Where Has The Year Gone

As we're nearing the end of 2013 in about 4 mouths (omg), its made me start to think about all the things thats i said id do this year. I always try and set my self goals each year/week that i want to achieve. some of which i fail at keeping. such as

Taking My Camera Everywhere
At the start of the year i brought my self a new Nikon Coolpix L310 camera for Christmas with the promise that id make a start on a portfolio to get back into collage with /on a photography course.
 I set my self the goal that i would take my camera everywhere with me so that i could always snap away at anything and everything that caught my eye. Of course me being me i failed at this target of mine, i always forget to take it along with me. I have no one to blame but myself. Im setting a new goal, get a bigger bag which will hold everything as well as my camera hehe. Im one of those girls that hate to carry a big bag around with them. If i don't have to take a bag out i wont, but if i do as long as my bag fits my keys, purse, travel card and ipod/phone if needed then great im set. I guess i ll have to get a bigger one to achieve this goal.

The Dream
Before i left 6th form i said to my self the next step in live would be, get a job, buy a camera, make a portfolio and get on to a photography course. So far this year iv done only 2 of those things, getting a job and buying a camera. Im always telling my self to get off my butt and get the portfolio or even look for course but i never do. Im just so settled in my job and my life now its so hard to get motivated again. Im just one of those people who likes things to stay as there are and to have nothing change where everyone's happy but we know that's not life.

More Work
Iv actually managed to complete one of my goal (everybody together now "hooray"). After starting my job at Sainsburys as an online shopper, a couple of mouths went by and i thought to myself lets be honest here im not that great at this but id really like some more hour. i started the job with 18hr a week which was perfectly fine and i loved it but wasn't practical in the long run. I set my self the task that id get better at my job knuckle down and get more hours. It took me a couple of months but hooray i did it :D. iam now working 24hr a week (which i know isn't a lot more but its better then nothing).

What goals will next year bring :D (and will i complete these ones in time hehe :)
             

Introductions hey hello and hi :D

Well hey there, i wanted to take some time and do the thing everybody hates to do (well i do) and that's introducing them self to my world. iv never done anything like this before but when reading other blog and things it made me wonder wither or not id be any good at one myself, so with me always up for trying new things so here goes.

Things To Know :)
If you'er thinking hmm whats this blog going to be about? then your on the same wave length as me. i haven't put much thought init this just dived in feet first like most of the decisions in my life.

If you haven't guessed already i 'm not the best at writing and my grammar is terrible so please bare with me on the ride that were taking together hehe. since leaving school i find my dyslexic mind has gotten worse so i guess you can say i'm using this blog as a change to exercise my mind :).

As awkward as this post started i have no idea how to end it so yeah, thank you for stick with me :) i cant promises this blog will get any better ya never know it might surprise you hey i might surprise my self see ya soon :D.

                     Hehe Olive you <3